mistake

there's a time i regret and i cant stop thinking about it

its like i get

a feeling

come up from the depths of my gut

sitting

waiting

till times up

so i can up chuck

on the decision to be made

leavin a mess to be cleaned

and in the chaos of things my mind gets fucked

like i'm drugged up

or something

so in the end

i'm left

feelin like i dont know where ive been

'cause before

yea

before

i felt like i was alive then

but now all i can do

is give an endearing little grin