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the holes in my mouth.
the blood in my mouth.
the teeth in my mouth.
the pressure i feel against my temples
the pills
when the sweat doesnt come out of my pores and it should
or
when i want more i end up getting less when i lose more
or
how i feel when i dance to bad music
when i look at my self in the mirror but i dont
or how i feel when i look at the boat
when i met her
she made me feel that way
the shoes i wore then
and before then
or
thursday in the car when i couldnt see
and now how i feel
now
and the girl that i love
that doesnt know i love her
and every time i look at a screen
when i look for too long
what my teeth think about me when i dont brush them
when the blinds shake but theyre not
how i feel now
now how i feel
not real
or when i moved
or when i _loved
when i ___________read i always want to fall asleep
when i thought i was dead
when i said i like the _rain
then when i said it __again
or now with the feeling in my throat
the one i get when ive been on a liquid diet for three days after loosing all of my wisdom

teeth.

but mostly the girl i love
that doesnt know i love her