twitch

twitch twitch twitch twittt t t tch thats what my bicep is doing right now and has been doing for the pastsixhours. school, home, singersshow, home, bed, ?

alas

sleep awaits. the sweet smell of a crisp morning swiftly follows after the sleep.

of course.

only when i really live

Why did I stay up all night this morning. I stayed up for the same reason I stayed on the couch this evening, four-hour-catnapping, four-hour-dog-ignoring. I sleep to wake up and I wake up to sleep and when I wake up I might as well be sleeping because the day becomes a hazy dream confined by space, time, and anxious flavors.

It's 3:21 AM

It's 3:15 AM It's 3:15 AM It's 3:15 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:

Something New

im still molten iron

soon i will be solid

later i will rust

and someone will brush steel wool across me

mistake

there's a time i regret and i cant stop thinking about it

its like i get

a feeling

come up from the depths of my gut

sitting

waiting

till times up

so i can up chuck

on the decision to be made

leavin a mess to be cleaned

and in the chaos of things my mind gets fucked

like i'm drugged up

or something

so in the end

i'm left

feelin like i dont know where ive been

'cause before

yea

before

i felt like i was alive then

but now all i can do

is give an endearing little grin

Avi and I

were doing this for fun. but also not for fun. were doing it for the obvious reasons. thats why were doing it. its sophisticated and satisfying.

May Cause Dizziness Do Not Operate Heavy Machinery

the holes in my mouth.
the blood in my mouth.
the teeth in my mouth.
the pressure i feel against my temples
the pills
when the sweat doesnt come out of my pores and it should
or
when i want more i end up getting less when i lose more
or
how i feel when i dance to bad music
when i look at my self in the mirror but i dont
or how i feel when i look at the boat
when i met her
she made me feel that way
the shoes i wore then
and before then
or
thursday in the car when i couldnt see
and now how i feel
now
and the girl that i love
that doesnt know i love her
and every time i look at a screen
when i look for too long
what my teeth think about me when i dont brush them
when the blinds shake but theyre not
how i feel now
now how i feel
not real
or when i moved
or when i _loved
when i ___________read i always want to fall asleep
when i thought i was dead
when i said i like the _rain
then when i said it __again
or now with the feeling in my throat
the one i get when ive been on a liquid diet for three days after loosing all of my wisdom

teeth.

but mostly the girl i love
that doesnt know i love her

treasure

oh my god

they took it

It's Our Business

tomorrowtodayyesterday

was simpler than now.

listening to bands

volume up loud

walk outside

a sunny

day

a

day

a

day

a

day

today. I'm a venture capitalist our businesses just broke par. You have yours and I have mine. Filled with workers writing writs in side of I, in side. I know in side that if we would have merged. Two becomes one. Us becomes me we'd have a monopoly over everything. 

vis medicatirx naurae

i am wolverine

i am wishing

that a soldiers wounds could be healed by karma points

and the scab on my elbow would go away.

i care

the color of tiy r beaytufpyk eyes i dont fyckng care.

how hout is it gtoday i dont fuacking care.

dwhat timed id you gaewr up today i dont fucking care

what you think of at night i dont fucking care.

sdkwhas the eye scream man selling outsside i dont gucking care.

qithat you tinki about me.s i dont fucking carew.

nobody really cares except for jon and daniel and michael and sara and william and britney and adahar and nick and kyle and carrie and carmichael brian billy and psychics. 

Great

This blog is from my phone. I am still at home. But I'm sending this through the spirits and its reaching your eyes. From my brain to my fingers to the keys through the air in infinite directions (a process which to this day I do not understand) then to the nearest tower which captures them through wires and fibers and whatnot stored in some techno gizmo then called upon by you. You. You freed this message from its electron prison. So that it could shine on your LCDplasmatube screen. Feel accomplished.

This blog should have been from my phone but it wasn't because of a feature that splits up messages and fucks with the GO@BLOGGER.COM interface. Technology is so great, but it's not.

Things

When I acquire all of this shit. It piles up. And it clutters. And I forget about it.

predicament

I am stuck underneath a rock. She will not let me out. I'm pushing up from underneath but it won't budge and she won't help. Everyones on the same boat, in the same boat. The weight keeps me from using my olympian muscles. My hands of god. If there was not a single person in the boat I would leap from my cage and bound across the world. I would display my perfect body. I would reveal my superior intellect. I would crush buildings because I could. I would. Believe me. I speak the truth. But for now I'm embarrassed.