Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Tuesday, December 4, 2007


twitch twitch twitch twittt t t tch thats what my bicep is doing right now and has been doing for the pastsixhours. school, home, singersshow, home, bed, ?


sleep awaits. the sweet smell of a crisp morning swiftly follows after the sleep.
of course.

Monday, December 3, 2007

only when i really live

Why did I stay up all night this morning. I stayed up for the same reason I stayed on the couch this evening, four-hour-catnapping, four-hour-dog-ignoring. I sleep to wake up and I wake up to sleep and when I wake up I might as well be sleeping because the day becomes a hazy dream confined by space, time, and anxious flavors.

It's 3:21 AM

It's 3:15 AM It's 3:15 AM It's 3:15 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:16 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:17 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:18 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:19 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:20 AM It's 3:

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Something New

im still molten iron
soon i will be solid
later i will rust
and someone will brush steel wool across me

Tuesday, July 24, 2007


there's a time i regret and i cant stop thinking about it
its like i get
a feeling
come up from the depths of my gut
till times up
so i can up chuck
on the decision to be made
leavin a mess to be cleaned
and in the chaos of things my mind gets fucked
like i'm drugged up
or something
so in the end
i'm left
feelin like i dont know where ive been
'cause before
i felt like i was alive then
but now all i can do
is give an endearing little grin

Friday, July 20, 2007

Avi and I

were doing this for fun. but also not for fun. were doing it for the obvious reasons. thats why were doing it. its sophisticated and satisfying.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

May Cause Dizziness Do Not Operate Heavy Machinery

the holes in my mouth.
the blood in my mouth.
the teeth in my mouth.
the pressure i feel against my temples
the pills
when the sweat doesnt come out of my pores and it should
when i want more i end up getting less when i lose more
how i feel when i dance to bad music
when i look at my self in the mirror but i dont
or how i feel when i look at the boat
when i met her
she made me feel that way
the shoes i wore then
and before then
thursday in the car when i couldnt see
and now how i feel
and the girl that i love
that doesnt know i love her
and every time i look at a screen
when i look for too long
what my teeth think about me when i dont brush them
when the blinds shake but theyre not
how i feel now
now how i feel
not real
or when i moved
or when i _loved
when i ___________read i always want to fall asleep
when i thought i was dead
when i said i like the _rain
then when i said it __again
or now with the feeling in my throat
the one i get when ive been on a liquid diet for three days after loosing all of my wisdom


but mostly the girl i love
that doesnt know i love her

Sunday, July 1, 2007


oh my god
they took it

Saturday, June 30, 2007

It's Our Business

was simpler than now.
listening to bands
volume up loud
walk outside
a sunny
today. I'm a venture capitalist our businesses just broke par. You have yours and I have mine. Filled with workers writing writs in side of I, in side. I know in side that if we would have merged. Two becomes one. Us becomes me we'd have a monopoly over everything. 

Friday, June 29, 2007

vis medicatirx naurae

i am wolverine
i am wishing
that a soldiers wounds could be healed by karma points
and the scab on my elbow would go away.

i care

the color of tiy r beaytufpyk eyes i dont fyckng care.
how hout is it gtoday i dont fuacking care.
dwhat timed id you gaewr up today i dont fucking care
what you think of at night i dont fucking care.
sdkwhas the eye scream man selling outsside i dont gucking care.
qithat you tinki about me.s i dont fucking carew.
nobody really cares except for jon and daniel and michael and sara and william and britney and adahar and nick and kyle and carrie and carmichael brian billy and psychics. 

Thursday, June 28, 2007


This blog is from my phone. I am still at home. But I'm sending this through the spirits and its reaching your eyes. From my brain to my fingers to the keys through the air in infinite directions (a process which to this day I do not understand) then to the nearest tower which captures them through wires and fibers and whatnot stored in some techno gizmo then called upon by you. You. You freed this message from its electron prison. So that it could shine on your LCDplasmatube screen. Feel accomplished.

This blog should have been from my phone but it wasn't because of a feature that splits up messages and fucks with the GO@BLOGGER.COM interface. Technology is so great, but it's not.


When I acquire all of this shit. It piles up. And it clutters. And I forget about it.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007


I am stuck underneath a rock. She will not let me out. I'm pushing up from underneath but it won't budge and she won't help. Everyones on the same boat, in the same boat. The weight keeps me from using my olympian muscles. My hands of god. If there was not a single person in the boat I would leap from my cage and bound across the world. I would display my perfect body. I would reveal my superior intellect. I would crush buildings because I could. I would. Believe me. I speak the truth. But for now I'm embarrassed.